Monday, July 27, 2009

Journey- A Day!

Unforgettable day at MNIT, 20 march

It is very rare to have such a pleasant and tickling weather accompanied by light drizzling in rajasthan, but somehow it happened that day.It was a day loaded with lectures 10 to 1 and 2 to 5 drawing class.Finally we (B batch ppl) came out after attending a pathetic class of physics….and colours of weather made it worst to even concentrate in front.But somehow we tolerated …….

After coming out of lecture halls we were planning to do something in coordination with weather, but numbers of views were more than no. of ppl. ……finally it was settled that we will go and eat something spicy and chole kulche at dean’s gate was the apt stuff .So we headed for our journey to deans gate,measuring the length of mnit campus .I must confess one thing here that our college is not so bad as far as scenic beauty is concerned ,the winds all swaying the giant trees and the sound of leaves moving back and forth harmonic with wind can be heard distinctly.We finally reached the vendor and placed the order,the mouth watering smell was making it hard to resist.

we took our meagre meal and headed towards our drawing class on first floor of mechanical department.I was reluctant to attend the class but attendance factor forced me.Now I was standing outside the class.Teacher yet couldn’t be seen in vicinity,so we planned to have a view of top floor of mechanical dept.We hastily moved to the terrace and we could hear the violent fluttering sound made by wind mill.This contributed to create a perfect movie atmosphere.We three(me,aanchal and drishti) were fascinted by the temper of wind.winds were so strong that they could move me when I was standing still.I lifted my hands to shoulder level and felt the wind touching and going past me. We all were flying birds there at roof top and forgot about the class.Then we started with the photography session.By now light drizzling was converted to heavy raining so we hurried to the class .

As we entered ,whole class was ready to start with the new sheet and what I can say was “what the heck”.Then unwillingly I took out my drafter and rest of weapons and side by side roll calling was going on…….suddenly I was fascinated by an idea.I asked drishti to come with me to get water in my bottle.She grimaced ,after realising what I meant.Than we with our innocent faces went to sir and asked him whether we can go to drink water…i didn’t want to take any chance of refusal so I started dazzling him…..finally we escaped from that horrible class.But she reminded me of going back to class ,I agreed to her without letting her know what was going in my evil mind.

So now instead of getting water from the water cooler next to the stairs ,I made her to have a trip to computer dept to have water.I was taking the advantage of her unfamiliarness with mnit corridors and we made our journey through the longest possible way from civil dept to computer dept. I had even more plans but smelling drishti’s will to return, I traced back with a heavy heart.My god knows the kind of ideas which were coming to my mind to cancel the class…..o god plz his (our teacher) girlfriend should call him to have a outing….may he could get a call from his friends to have a trip to nahargarh…….blah blah…..

When we were close to civil dept., we could see some of our batchmates with their paraphernalia …..i felt like million dollars….he left our class…..then we could see him coming and we suddenly turned back and then he said”so what you two ate at canteen?”

I couldn’t stop laughing but then I replied “sir we were feeling hungry.We couldn’t have meal today in the noon coz we were late after the lecture and we couldn’t manage to reach the hostel.”

He was impressed by my spontaineity .Finally he said”your things are upstairs.Go and get them”

Then I said with my so called innocent face”thank you sir”

He was blushed.

Now we were planning what to do.And I popped out with the idea of sitting at canteen.We three went to canteen and sat outside .The wind was still blowing at the same pace and atif’s voice added to the atmosphere.I felt like giving a second thought on what I said to sir, so we ordered one dosa and one idli.By the time we finished our second meal, rains were harsh and we had to step into the canteen.

We occupied the last corner of canteen and it was quite suffocating there.But then I realised something.After having a look on what the person sitting next to us is doing,at first I was surprised but then I asked aanchal to lower the volume of music coz that person was studying .

It was only 22 days left before the IIT JEE 09.But I was feeling reluctant to go home; I dunno why it was so? Was it due to weather or something related to canteen….whatever it was but I decided to stay back there.Finally drishti and aanchal planned to go to Saras outside our campus and I thought like all my dreams shattered. Now even I have to leave for home coz there was no point in sitting at canteen alone.So heavily I moved towards the parking with them.

The whole path I was playing with a kind of imli structure coming from the tree outside canteen.It served as a football,I was constantly praying that plz do something that I can come back again at canteen and sit there .So finally I reached parking still praying to come back.Luckily at parking I could find some of my day scholar friends and I indulged myself in a chit chat.After 15 min or so I saw aanchal and drishti coming from main gate.I was elated.They came to me and said that we can go to saras in our campus and sit there.But I was rather interested in canteen ,the reason behind is still unknown to me.So in this course we decided to wait for some more hosteler friends to join us. We sat on benches in front of first right turn from main parking.I was in mood of doing some mischief.Then I looked at the iron fence and went near. Peeping through the fence I could see a tree bearing mauve cloured flowers and I was mad.

I decided to jump over the fence and get one for me.This idea sound perfect but I have to ensure that no guard is keeping an eye on me. That fence was hard to cross and injurious too.But finally I managed to jump inside the ground and rushed for the flower .I got the whole bunch to satisfy myself.Then I started looking for the plans to move out through the same place from where I climbed in.But this was unexpected.The area from where I climbed in was elevated in comparision to the area inside the ground.Now I was feeling goose bumps on how to climb a fence which is now almost of size as mine.I was wearing stilletos that day and they added to my misery.I wanted to get out of that desert before any one could spot me there coz I could see honourable ‘DIRECTOR OF MNIT’ standing on entrance of their quarter.I was shivering by this time coz the way I was trying to climb the fence was giving an image of miscreant .Then I threw my stilettos on the ground beyond fence and started climbing barefooted.As I kept my step on that fence ,a sliver penetrated deep into my leg thumb.There was no time to cry out aloud and then I won the battle.I landed on ground and was relieved.I got a nice scolding from aanchal and drishti for my so called adventure.I was constantly cramming the name of canteen.But then my cell phone rang.

My friend ankita was on other side .It was a long time to hear from her but I didn’t want to attend the call at that point of time..but suddenly I saw something coming from the road infront of the bench I asked ankita to hold for two minutes .Now I changed my plan to go to canteen and said them good bye.They seemed to be startled on this peculiar behaviour of mine coz I was constantly arguing to move to canteen and now when they agreed, I was going home.But I managed to satisfy them by giving a quick look at watch and realising them that there is no use to go canteen coz I have to go home.As officially my college was till 5 and its 6 by now. I have to be at home.Then I presumed talking to ankita but still I have got many things in my mind.I was paying least attention to what she was saying.I was busy sensing my vicinity which now became very lively coz of something special.

Then I slowed down myself to get a long time span.Inspite of all this I could not achieve anything significant but I can note something very clearly.I am very observant. This made me successful and my desire was fulfilled.God do hear to me. :) Then I was at my activa.I have concluded my chat with ankita.Rain has grown severe so it was time to hurry.But first I performed my masakalli steps at the parking, all elated and mad.Rain drive me mad and so do dancing in rain.The height of happiness that day I felt, was above all .I felt myself so close to nature and I was like a free bird,singing,chirping and flying.Then I realised that I have got a home.So I have to reach there.I turned on my activa and fled to my place…….at 70Kmph……

Sunday, May 31, 2009

hey this one is debating stuff.......

What do you think is the stand of students in villages who find it hard to complete their secondary level education against those striving for IITs and IIMs?

don't dare to think of suicide ever coz you are rejecting god's gift......

!*!!~Revive~!!*!
Death is the most inevitable truth of life, hard to bear
Different ways to welcome ,with smile or tear
Those frustrated with life, want to try it once
May be enjoying events posthumously fascinates
But it is a one way conversion, which terminates.

For some it is self desired while for others it is written
It include those who are old, diseased or smitten
Physical ailments apart mental state also contributes
Depression, rejection or insult may create mounds
But ending up life is not that easy as it sounds


You can’t take decision of property having god as owner
He is the one to decide for blessings or stones to shower
Also you owe your life to some relations earned as human
Betraying their expectations can turn their life as hell
Tears spend in your memory will make their eyes swell

Just before taking a decision give a second thought
And try to figure out name of people for whom you ought
Children, soulmate, parents, friends-many to qoute here
Are you brave enough to keep them aside and still die?
As for you there are bigger issues than people to cry


Rather than sulking, attempt to bring transformation
Forget about what people say for your reputation
Bury that old, confused, pessimist person and revive
A person which will startle everyone including you
Who can become an inspiration for others in lieu


Doesn’t smile and love seem better than cry and hate?
Try to be pragmatic and self satisfied with your fate
Live every moment as you will never get it back
Feel lucky to be the most intelligent creature of universe
Create milestones and carve a distinct path to traverse!



it is something about the stages of life....

I
In November I opened my eyes
Accompanied by mother’s sighs
I cannot understand the scene
Unable to explain what I exactly mean
Language was absent for expression
I was an alien kept for exhibition.


Five years later I was in the same plight
Despite the fact that I was right
Gripped in fear I stood helplessly
Wanted to say I am not the culprit outrightly
Teacher waved stick angrily for punishment
On no grounds I can oppose her judgment


Till now I have seen twelve springs of life
Heated discussions with parents were rife
My mind was made set to study
But I wanted to play and become hardy
Feeling of free bird was obliterated
My dreams and thoughts were complicated



For four more years this trend continued
But this time it was latest fashion I pursued
There were people around masks on face
As friends and foes to win the race
For my achievement and talent I deserved pat
But everyone placed and praised beauty before that


Still I am trying hard to survive
It is pragmatism for which I shall strive
Extroversion doesn’t portray me as expressive
It’s just I cannot tolerate being secretive
At many stands of life I felt numbness
Now I don’t want to be lost in darkness.




rain drive me mad......

Rain
Yesterday I was sleeping in my room
When thunders woke me, with boom

That took me out of my dreams to reality
I rose from bed towards window, hastily

Clouds shadowed the bright yellowness
Midday became dawn, with darkness

Rains were welcomed by familiar odors
Fragrance of flowers was spread by showers

I was gazing at the rain droplets on petals
Those pearls were precious of all metals


Blowing winds swayed trees on lonely roads
I longed to be there and accompany toads

Stroll along those paths, all lost
Obsessed by someone and want to host


Pluvial music lifted me all above worldly shackles
A gust of wind conversed with my tentacles


By this time I cannot stop myself to dance
I cannot manage to miss this golden chance

Never seen such color shades before
Each one of them touched my heart’s core

Everyone is not lucky enough to get such opportunity
But think how we humans are exploiting our destiny?



my first masterpiece....

Is this Love??

Yesterday someone asked me

Have you ever been in love??

That took me in deep introspection
To have a self estimation

Have I ever been in love???

I pondered over and over
But the question that hover

Was that love???

Praying everyday to meet coincidently
Staying there till she disappears fully

Finding new ways to have a glance
And saying “it all happened by chance”

Not to utter a word, just think
How many times my heart sink?

Sitting and pretending to read book
But trying to catch every look

Composing a message to send
But can’t write with hand

Asking friends to discover a contact
Caught by them, try to retract

Retracing the path that she follow
Hoping we can become fellow

A thought of her drive me mad
What a great feeling it had

I never talked to her
Dreams fulfilled my desire

People say love is blind
Don’t try to use your mind

But I ask “why people go mad in love”?
Was that love??was that love??